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Apr. 4th, 2013 05:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kellan_the_tabbyPainfully tired today -- and the 'painful' is literal; no surprise after how stressful yesterday was. Emotional things tend to cause me much more physical pain than physical things, unless the physical thing was _really_ dumb.
So it's been a 'half a thing at a time' sort of day, though I did manage to get out to Office Depot and get more of the paper I wrap soap in -- necessary both for getting ready for EK Coronation this weekend and for shipping out the Soap of the Month soaps tomorrow. I also figured out how I'm going to get more durable booth signs done; that'll just need to wait until I get around to doing higher-quality versions of what I have and saving up about ten bucks.
I have a whole list of things to do to make the booth better. Unfortunately nearly all of them require money, so they'll get done a little at a time. It's a balance between 'save money for RV, thence to getting OUT' and 'spend a little money on making life more bearable in the meantime' and I've been leaning more towards the latter the last month or so. Not in any drastic way -- it's been more like 'five bucks for a PS2 game' and 'four bucks for buttons to finish that dress', no 'forty bucks for dinner' or 'twenty bucks for this week's lattes' for me. But it's time to buckle down again.
I'm pretty sure my car isn't going to make it out to Colorado again without a bunch of (expensive) work, so either I'm going to have something drivable and RV-esque by the middle of August, or I'm going to be spending money on my car. I'd really prefer the former, but we'll see how it goes.
I have a little over two thousand saved. I know, I was at a thousand nine months ago, but then there were hospital bills and vet bills and...yeah. But I haven't touched the RV fund since October or so, and it's slowly-but-steadily growing. Just hope it keeps at it, and grows fast enough.
Anyway, state of the me: Tired. Too tired to be really anxious; today I'm keeping an eye on the depression more than the anxiety. Still short on fun things to do at the end of the day, so I'm likely to keep working into the evening for lack of anything better to do, the other option being 'go and watch TV with my mom until I start wanting to kill someone'.
Half a thing. Half a thing. Half a thing.
So it's been a 'half a thing at a time' sort of day, though I did manage to get out to Office Depot and get more of the paper I wrap soap in -- necessary both for getting ready for EK Coronation this weekend and for shipping out the Soap of the Month soaps tomorrow. I also figured out how I'm going to get more durable booth signs done; that'll just need to wait until I get around to doing higher-quality versions of what I have and saving up about ten bucks.
I have a whole list of things to do to make the booth better. Unfortunately nearly all of them require money, so they'll get done a little at a time. It's a balance between 'save money for RV, thence to getting OUT' and 'spend a little money on making life more bearable in the meantime' and I've been leaning more towards the latter the last month or so. Not in any drastic way -- it's been more like 'five bucks for a PS2 game' and 'four bucks for buttons to finish that dress', no 'forty bucks for dinner' or 'twenty bucks for this week's lattes' for me. But it's time to buckle down again.
I'm pretty sure my car isn't going to make it out to Colorado again without a bunch of (expensive) work, so either I'm going to have something drivable and RV-esque by the middle of August, or I'm going to be spending money on my car. I'd really prefer the former, but we'll see how it goes.
I have a little over two thousand saved. I know, I was at a thousand nine months ago, but then there were hospital bills and vet bills and...yeah. But I haven't touched the RV fund since October or so, and it's slowly-but-steadily growing. Just hope it keeps at it, and grows fast enough.
Anyway, state of the me: Tired. Too tired to be really anxious; today I'm keeping an eye on the depression more than the anxiety. Still short on fun things to do at the end of the day, so I'm likely to keep working into the evening for lack of anything better to do, the other option being 'go and watch TV with my mom until I start wanting to kill someone'.
Half a thing. Half a thing. Half a thing.
